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Good evening...viewers.

Itapos;s been a couple of weeks, aye?

Iapos;m in kind of a down mood right now and Copeland is always good at keeping up with me in that aspect. Iapos;m so excited for their new album

This day was good, but kind of a let down. Itapos;s been declared Indigenous Peoples Day here in Duluth and I really wanted to do something special and awesome but plans fell through. Even the march wasnapos;t as inspiring as it was last year. *le-emo-sigh*

Iapos;m also feeling down in general. I really want to go do what I was told at the shaking tent would heal me. Iapos;m just too much of a chicken and the times I actually want to do it I donapos;t have time, energy, or itapos;s the middle of the night. I need to just fucking suck it up and go, do it.

I need healing. My heart deserves it and *Iapos;m* the one robbing myself of it. Let go.

Iapos;m very proud today, however, to be an indigenous person. And for all that Iapos;ve accomplished over the last hard, ragged, amazing 3 or 4 months of my life.

There is life after love, after heartbreak, after disappointment, failure...whatever you want to call it. Thereapos;s life. You can survive this and anything God sees fit to throw your way. Itapos;s hard, itapos;s dirty...but itapos;s all for a reason.

As for the love aspect, Iapos;m going to just keep doing my thing. The more I set my sights on someone the more I realize the men I tend to choose for myself are no good. Men with problems, dependability issues, drug issues...all bad things. I need to just let life pick me. The best arenapos;t always those you choose, they are most likely those chosen for you. That pretty much goes for all aspects of life.
Life chooses you.
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