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I figured out whats wrong with me.

in my head, i have the perfect picture of the person i want to be.
someone who lives for God, has a perfect smile, and doesnapos;t spaz out or get embarrassed.
in my head, i do see myself as this person, or as close as i can get to it, right now.
but outside my head, i am nothing near who i want to be, or think i am.
to me, it seems like iapos;ll always being trying to fix myself.
i get so low and disappointed by this.

and i donapos;t think its anyones fault but mine.

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